The hardest dilemma of my life. This is harder than to choose between two girls or two brands of cereals. Like tons of people I built my identity and started my life when I was a teenager. But what if being a teenager is the basis of everything you built and became ? How to become an adult if, when you search words to describe yourself, the first one that comes to your mind is "teenager". I am 22 now and feel like I will always consider myself as a boy and not as a man.
Yes I am working, yes I manage my own life, yes I have some responsibilities. I am in a period where I work hard on myself to have a healthier way of living. I try to smoke less, to eat better, to sleep correctly, to manage my hours of work decently, to keep some money to be safer.
But I cannot imagine a life where I am different, I do not want to be something else than a kid who only lives for romantic relationships and artistic creation (I love to compose music since I am 13). I just want to discover everything that is worth a breath of life. I want to go on changing my haircut every quarter because I am fed up with it. I want more tattoos and body piercings, I want to live outside of the big world of boring work and stupid routine. I want to live for love and music, I want every moment of my life to be most crazy adventure, even when I am working an entire week without going out of my appartment. My life needs to deserve its own book.
(I will have a camera soon ! )